Sorry, but when your “revelation” of Jesus looks a lot like you, I’m just not impressed.
And when “deeper life” is merely a projection of your own postmodern proclivities and sensibilities, I’m likewise not impressed.
Really, didn’t you get the memo? Existential angst just ain’t that counter-cultural anymore. So I guess you’re gonna need some new shtick.
Spiritual narcissism in search of meaning inevitably leads to dead ends.